I dated/or perhaps fucked is a more accurate description
People/ a person
Who made me feel like I was too much/ I think they just couldn’t and didn’t want to dive into me the way people really must to get to know me
So they teased me every time I was something that didn’t fit on the palm of their hand/ small/ they tried to shrink me every time I was too much myself
It conditioned me to be afraid of being me
Now it feels like I can’t be me, without repercussion/ they made me forget other people out there would actually love me for me
How tragic to loose myself in somebody that didn’t even know me.